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    November 06

    Just some thoughts

    If that's the way things have to be, then that's the way it will be.
    I have done all that I can. I have given all that I have.
    What more can I do if you choose to ignore me; if you choose to look away; if you choose to shut me out.
    If you turned around and said things shouldn't be this way, let's try again; I would take that opportunity in an instant and rebuild things with you.
    Nevertheless, I know you. You have too much pride, which people sometimes mistaken for arrogance; at times unsympathetic, which people sometimes mistaken for indifference. You will not bow down. You are uncompromising and unyielding.
    I admire you for standing up for what you believe in and what you accept as true, however you have to understand that every so often your views are not always centre stage; only a sideline act in other people's world.
    We are only human. We can't always be right. We aren't perfect. We aren't built that way. We're suppose to make mistakes. We're suppose to be wrong. That's how we learn.
    I thought we could rise above this because we were both strong and wanted it as much as each other. But we couldn't. Not because I didn't want it. Not because I didn't try. But because you didn't.
    Have you forgotten everything that we had? Have you forgotten everything that we've been through? Was I that insignificant to you that you would want to throw it away? I assume so, seeing as you have so unhesitatingly thrown me away.
    If you didn't want to build this bridge to get over the problem, then you should have voiced that.
    You should have stood your ground and said no to save us from this situation. 
    Instead you've become cold, distant and detached as we try to contruct it.
    How can I keep building on something that has already disintegrated?
    And you know what? I won't. I won't stand by and put in everything that I have and feel while you watch with lack of concern and a touch of scorn. I just won't. You made that choice for me.
    I won't let myself persist at something that is utterly impossible to accomplish without your involvement.
    I won't because its not fair.
     

     

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